This tangled dwelling mess called LIFE

Sher A Tria is a painter, musician, frustrated singer, and gullible dancer. She can play any sports except for those that require the presence of agua. When asked what life is, she said,

"Sometimes life could just put me down the drain eh. She could just say that I should give up...that I can't do things and sometimes, she would just rub that into my face. There's one thing i want to say to LIFE, WATCH ME!''

Ana Cey G loves writing ever since 4th Grade. She consider words as her solace especially when she is reminded of her inability to play any sports. Music for her is her candy and medicine all at the same time. When asked what life is, she said,

''Well let's just say life became my frenemy and up to this moment, I've been playing her games. And yeah LIFE I'm telling you this, IM NOT QUITING! Not for YOU but for myself!!''

To summarize, Shea can be idiotic and autistic sometimes but watch... they will surprise you ;)

March 19, 2010 9:02 am

Play- Pretend in YM: It’s in our nature, sorry, haha

Sher A Tria:

kung ayaw mo na si sakanya

……

ibalik mo nlng sya sakin

akin nalang ulit sya

ang

sakit eh

ang sakit sakit

Ana Cey:

i know sherri

kakaalis lang nia

he’s crying

sbe nia

”sherri had me at my worse… you had me at my best

and you chose to break my heart.

so i guess

papunta na sia dian

Sher a Tria:

pero

sakit _ _ _

sakit na nakikita ko si ______ na masaktan

lam ko friend kita

pero apektado ako eh

Ana Cey G:

sorry _ _ _ _ _ _

ndi ko naman kase ginusto e

i mean..

frends pa din kame

pero we cant cross another road after that..

Sher A Tria:

with me naman

i would love to cross another road that would lead him back to me

Ana Cey G:

hahahhaa

i know!

and he’s back

Sher A Tria:

ill travel every road possible just to see him walking on the same rd….with me

yes he’s back…but im still in pain

Ana Cey G:

in pain? hell carry you on that road..

i on the other hand is trying to find the perfect answer for this crossroad

Sher A Tria:

the hardest part is that, im walking on the path he’s traversing…and he, wanting to go to the path that youll be traveling…

Ana Cey G:

well. he wont climb. cos ur the supreme gravity of his being

Sher A Tria:

im just a hindrance from his happiness…if he’s happy trying to be with you, then so be it…i won’t stop him. i won’t even try. im just here, silently waiting for him to get tired from all the madness. then, i’ll love him…even more.

Ana Cey G:

he is trying to fill the emptiness i have when im with ___

but he only manages to drill a hole on my frend’s heart

Sher A Tria:

the hole is big alright. but there’s still this fragment that is left of me, that’s the hopes of him, going back to me…

Ana Cey G:

he said he’s ok when i left him. but he kept on bothering me. but right now, he is choosing the right path.. look to your left firend, he is looking straight at your heart

Sher a Tria:

im looking…but everytime i catch a glimpse of him, i can see that he’s still in mourning. while i’m looking at his eyes, all i can feel is the pain and the idea that yes, i have him, but i cant have his heart, for it belongs to someone else.

Ana Cey G:

his heart, i do not own, his heart, it is for you to hold

get it

nurture it

heal it

mend

and everything will fall into place

Sher A Tria:

im trying…im trying so hard that my heart is bleeding already…this love that i have for him, seems to be not enough to make him happy, to make him mine, fully…

Ana Cey G:

a knock on the door, he asks for companion, a knock on your heart, he asks for forgiveness

free yourself from misery.. love him.. fully, and he will love you with extensions

Sher A Tria:

thats what im trying to do right now…its not doing me any good, even for him…i dont deserve this, him either. i think its best to take a rest.

Ana Cey G:

rest? there’s no resting here, darling. when you rest, your heart wont mend, it will only be consumed by tears.

Sher A Tria:

then let tears consume my very being for i no longer care. im fine with loving him from afar..how bad could that be?

Ana Cey G:

how bad? it’s like ur asking air to take a vacation, asking flowers to hide during summer, asking snow to migrate during winter.

that’s how bad it is

Sher A Tria:

air? flowers? snow? thay had abandoned me…waay way back when i started loving him. what else to lose? im left with nothing but this bleeding heart of mine, almost empty from loving him…

Ana Cey G:

when they left you,_____ kept them for you. and then someday he shall release them..so that you’ll learn how to love life once again

Sher A Tria:

when? when will that time be? every minute, every second with him just brings me more suffering…

Rob B Gats: (to Sher A Tria)

i’m at a loss of words thinking about the pain that you are feeling how i hope someday the air, the flowers, and the snow can finally find its way back into you… from there, i hope your bleeding heart heals and crawl back into the beats that also you should feel.

hahah i tried my best